it irks me at times when people are too reliant on me.
yeah i know at times i'm right at something.but that does not mean that i know everything.
I glad you think highly of me.
but could you be more confident of yourself?
Sometimes I really find it hard to finish my stuffs too.
i have commitments like you do, i have 24 hours like you to
do you know that??
so why not you try and help me at times and not just depend on me to do things?

i jsut wish school to be OVER soon!!
i need some rest!!
CRAP!!!

better start to blog before spiderwebs start forming on my blog.
nothing much really happen.
just normal school work, meeting deadlines, presentations and stuffs.
exercising, meeting ray, and family dinners is what i look forward too.
cuz they are juz moments where i can really just throw studies at the back of my brain and relax!!

learning ethics make me realize that there ain such things as ethics in this world.
there are so many grey areas around that is so hard to determine whether it's right or wrong.
what's astonishing to me is that, the real world is plain UGLY.
and the truth really hurts!
OUCH~
all the education about ethics behaving morally right are like nonsense.
there's no such things as ethics when you are doing business.
the business of business is still BUSINESS.
who will give up economic benefits for some situations that doesnt seem right?
Economic benefits and self-interest always outweighs moral rights.
is it ethical for an educational institution to ask for donations so that one's child can be enrolled?
It's really disappointing. and to think that we are taught about being good people and stuffs in this place.
how ironic!

swimming was fun on thursday!
swam like i think 10laps.
the competitive pool in jln besar is scary!
you can srsly see the depression when you are swimming at the 1.8m area.
frightening, but i manage to do it:)
i really love the feeling of freedom while i'm swimming.
how being underwater gives me a peaceful feeling.
didnt manage to go to bugis to have dessert. nvm the nxt time:)

friday
lessons in school.got back my mgmt science paper. din really do well.
kinda disappointed. but wells i deserve it, cuz i was happily slacking away when i could have spend more time studying!
met my cousin to study after lesson.
headed to fish and co at heeren for dinner with angel, alina and ji cai.
was really fun!
love soending time with my cousins.
reminiscence the times that we had fun tgt when we were young.
miss those days, where i was still a kid.
free from troubles and stuffs.
how i wish, i'm still a kid!
better treasure the wonderful moments now before i step into the working world in the future.

SAT
went out with raymond :)
went for a movie at tampanies.
watch "Imagine that" and it is really nice.
was super worried when ray's friend said that it is a boring movie.
but wells we both enjoyed it!
hahahas:)
i want my "COUGAR" too!!
after movie went to walk walk shop shop to look for things.
mostly is window shopping.hahhas cuz we both have no money ah.
i'm really thankful to get to spend a full day with him.
though it's just some normal stuffs that i can do it with anyone, it really seems much enjoyable with him around:)
wooo~ TEPPANYAKI for dinner!!
yums yums!
nice dinner really, except the fact that we both cant understand what the chef was saying cuz he was rather soft.
hahhas so both of us were like "orh orh orh" all the way as nothing can go wrong with that answer.
keke and we found out taht the question the chef was asking was:"whose is the beef set and whose is the chicken set"
hahahs how silly can we get.
nice day out. really dun wanna go home as it means i have to get back to work.
sometimes i really wanna run away from reality and live in my dream world.
but well let's not hope for things that are IMPOSSIBLE.
really hope i can spend more time with MR no problem!!!
love you loads!!!and sorry for the incident:(

went out on a date with dear:)))
haven really got time to go out with ray for like a whole day of fun without thinking of work at all.
and today we did it:)))
YAY!!
had so much fun!
met up at around 2 pm to go to bugis to shop shop.
i haven been buying clothes for a really long time.
the last top i bought was like a mth or so ago which was from a blogshop.
din really thought of buying anything.
just wanted to shop and see see and if there's smth nice,
i will buy.

we went to illuma to buy movie tickets at 545pm to watch 500 days of summer.
we had quite some time to spare,
so we went to bugis street to take a look.
OH my GOD!!
there are like soOOO many people there.
thank goodness part of bugis street now are air conditioned.
so it's not that bad.
me managed to by a $10 top and also 4 pairs of socks!
yeah:) super happy! cuz it means i have more clothes to wear to school!
yipee!!

watch movie after shopping.
show wasnt really fantastic, was kinda funny but not really very nice.
hahahas so if you want to watch, be prepared!
LOL.
went to look for the bag that raymond wants to buy.
he's like not very observant kind.
gt the leather version at bugis street but he didnt notice.
so we went back to bugis to look for it.
but it was sold out:((((
sry dear. i shud have told you earlier.
didnt know that you wanted the leather kind.
dinner at empire statE!!!
some Western restaurant that feels like New york New york.
me orderd pasta and dear ordered some grilled chicken.
taste was so-so.
the korean BBQ will be so much better.
long day out, but i had a superb time with dear:)))
i hope for more moments of this!!
hehe.
i love him to bits!
raymond= MR no PROBLEM

a update of my one week break!!!
lohs i'm such a lousy bad and evil student.
hahahas cuz i really haven really done much.
so here goes my updates:)

MONDAY
marketing meeting on the morning.
aye why cant i just sleep in lat on monday?
what a great way to start my holiday.
drag myself out of bed to reach sch at 9.
luckily people are not really late today:)))
the though of meeting bestie cheer my day up!!
hees haven seen her for a really long time.

met bestie at AMK hub.
had lunch at subway before we walked over to the library to study.
quite pack.but the atmosphere was great.
quite conducive to study, especially if we managed to get the 2nd level tables.
well we shall go there early the next time:))
hahahs study quite abit with mini chats in between.
OMG the food there is really tempting!
people keep ordering the fried wedges,onions rings and stuffs,
making me and mallory drool~
in the end, we both bought drumlets and onion rings:)
hahahs.
only managed to study til about 645, den we left the place to walk walk shop shop to destress.
sobs!!
we forgot to take photos.
wasted mans:evidence of us both studying leh.
hhahahas.
bought shilin for dinner and went home to rest even more.
hahahs i'm born a slcaker mans.

Tuesday
met up with bestie to play badminton~
we both haven been exercising for long.
so tues was badminton day!!
hahahas it was really fun, though it was only the two of us.
keep haivng to pick up shuttlecocks and mallor srsly know how to make me run all over the court.
damn tired.
i'm so going to let you run the court the nxt time we play badminton!!!
hees.
me and bestie before the game~
i'm really tired!!!:(
mallory joseph!
went to hougang mall for lunch after badminton.
we both shared shilin's oyster mee sua and the XXL chicken

the mee sua is superb!!
damn nice excluding the oyster and the chicken is like heavenly!
best lunch ever,
hahhas i'm easy to satisfy, just throw me any food.
and i'll be your friend.
LOL
genevieve is a greedy MONSTER!!!
went home after lunch to wash up and go for tuition.
OMG, damn tiring, cuz i'm like falling asleep while doing tuition.
thankk goodness the popo made a cup of coffee for me, if not
i will be like zzzZZZ-ing on the spot.
another tiring day.
:)))

WEDNESDAY
ethics meeting in the morning.
not bad lah.
the worse module but at least i have wonderful groupmates that can help
me to at least do well for smth in the module.
meet dear in the late noon to go swimming!!
i love swimming!!aint this doggie cute???love anything that is related to swimming:)
"just keep swimming, just keep swimming"
tiring cuz my body was achiing from ytd badminton.
but my love for swimming will cure my pain.
swam like 12 laps and i died!but i really had fun swimming with dear:)
sorry i met up with you so late that you couldnt get to sun-tan.
but i hoped you enjoy exercising!!!
after swimming went home and eat dinner den knock out.

THURSDAY
had to wash the floor for mummy today:((((
something that i really dun like at all.
srsly i dun like.
but too bad, i'm a women and i have to do hsework.
so that's my fate.
washed for 2 hrs plus in the morning.
slack a while before going to bath then leave hse for tuition.
kids are having exams this week.
so i have to work hard for them and den i can concentrate on my studies:)))
so super died mans.
haven really start on my management science at all.
and i'm having exam next friday!!
argh!!
stop procrastinating gen!

FRIDAY
studied a little of ethics in the morning.
waited for confirmation of the meeting.
i really hoped there is no meeting lah.
in the end, it was still on
haii.
so rushed to sch to meet.
well not bad lah.
quite efficient.we kinda like clarify things and then
separted the work.
deadline is next next wednesday!!
hope i have the time to do it!
gogogo gen!

went to shop shop for presents cuz meeting char and kw later.
wah i walk til i wanna kill myself.
cuz i really dunno what to buy.
and my cramps are like killing me mans!!!
finally manage to buy a personalize bracelet for charmaine laopo and
also macroons.
laopo withe her bracelet:)))
had dinner at MFM!!
OMG the seafood platter is FANTASTIC.
no kidding. i love the rice, prawn and calamari the best:))))
exchange presents after dinner.
hahahs poor nu er(KW) had a hard time coordinating this bday celebration for me and char!
good job girl:)))
i really have loads of fun!!
walked around after dinner.
played the machine where we can catch soft toys one.
disappointment loh. the machine keep "playing cheat"
in the end i only managed to get a weird looking yellow small keychain.
the the 3 unhappy is walked to action city to buy things to cheer oursleves up!
and guess what we bought?
MACROON:)))
cute right???
so cute!!
spend the rest of the time cam-whoring:))))
me with KW~
kw and char
imitating my macaroons face:)))
hahahs fun day out with friends:)
LOVE MY FAMILY!
meeting tmr morning~
boring

it's my Birthday!!!
20 years old already.
no more teenager.finally an adult i guess??
hahahs need to be more serious and mature??
i guess i will just be myself=D

yesterday was fun day out wif dear!
though some things did happen but it all ended out well:)))
had lessons til 3 ytd!
meet up with Mr Chua after my lessons:)
that irritating bum just cant stop pissing me off by asking me to stop asking so much questions.
hahhas that's cuz i want to know okay.
so we went to PS and walk!
shared a plate of carrot cake for lunch.b4 we went to watch movie!!
watch cloudy with a chance of meatball!!!
WONDEFUL movie!!totally awesome show.kinda funny but meaningful.
and COOL~~~can you imagine all the wonderful food falling from the skies??OMG~now you know why i love this movie!!!=D

went to bugis after the movie!!
yay!!!
we went to eat korean BBQ!!
ordered wrongly:((((
felt so angry at myself, cuz i'm like so toopid.
in the end, dear cheered me up by buying the real BBQ!!!
OMG!i love the korean BBQ.
SIZZLING BBQ pork!!!cant wait to eat it!!~drools~raymond eating vegetables!!!WOW
damn yummy lah.
reminds me of the time i had in korea.
and dear seemed to enjoy this better too!ask he dun really like beef.
sry!!
anyways i really had a great time today!!!
:)
simple but FANTASTIC!
thanks for putting in so much effort for my birthday dear!!
i can really feel it:))))♥♥♥
presents from baby!!!:)))
my birthday cake!my dream glass piano~~this is the small musical version!awwwbirthday scrapbook!Oh man this guy can really do really nice things!i'm so jealous of his talent!
i bought flats!!!yipee!!!i have shoes to wear to school now!!super duper happy!
Last but not least!!!US!!!love him loads for all that he has done!!
tat silly bum that does everything secretly w/o you knowing.
just BEWARE!! he's really cheeky but NICE:))))
LOVES
♥