friday~
had lessons in the noon.
cat seem to understand management science.
questions are running in my head.
but i dunno where to start asking and how to?
in the end, me and Serena stayed a little while after sch to discuss about it.
though we both know a little bit here and there only,
but at least with her help i knid of manage to get a few stuffs.
i really feel very distracted these few days.
the amount of work i have to do is really ENORMOUS and
it's really making me worried.
i'm so worried that i cant focus in everything i do.
in ethics class i will worry bout MS, in MS class there will be something else that i will be worrying about.

and uncertainty in life really makes my life even more complicated and complex.
was supposed to meet ray after lessons on friday.
but we didnt plan anything bout it the day b4.
and then on friday,
by the time he was like awake and stuffs,
i was already in class.
i cant get to reply him and stuffs and he cant seem to just make up a decision.
i couldnt focus in class at all.
in the end i did all my stuffs half-heartedly.
leaving more questions to find out.
maybe its my fault i should have taken the initiative to get things done in the first place but i didnt.
i can blame no one but myself.
why is there no things that will just go smoothly for one day so that i can focus and concentrate entirely on my work?
i feel so tired, and exhausted.
i may look like,i'm fine. but i'm not.
i'm seriously tired.
my back is aching badly.dunno why my back muscles seems to be hurting.
well though things seems bad now,
i'm sure things will get better soon.
just like how there will be sunshine after the rain.
i would just have to stay focus and hang on there.
because i can only count on myself.

anyways dinner with KW and CHAR was fantastic!!
Happy birthday nu er!
it's was great catching up with you guys.
kinda forget my problems and tiredness when i was with you peeps!
thanks for brightening up my day:)
and i know mich will say that i'm greedy.
hahahs cuz my blog is filled with photos of food.
well food is my LIFE!!:)xiao long bao that we ordered for our sides~
my zha jiang mian..YUMScharmaine laopo!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY KW:)))))
may all your wishes come true!!!