have been pretty busy to really make time to blog!!!
hahahs but maybe busy is just an excuse cause i dunno how to manage my time well.
both last week and this week is CRAZY!!
had response paper to complete plus finishing up our marketing project.
and this week i have to study for my mid terms.
lol.
so here is wat i did past one week.

TUE
was busy reading my ethics notes and trying to come up with a 2-3 pages critique by the night.
was super ill-disciplined cuz i ended up slacking in the morning and kinda panicky when it was in the noon.
hate it whenever i'm so not prepared.
but luckily, raymond did me a favour to check on my progress.
so i managed to come up with the reponse paper by late night
*relieved*
decided to do the editing the next day as i have morning lesson.

WED
morning lessons at 830.
practically drag myself off the bed to go to sch.
the only thing i look forward to is lunch.
*grins*
had a wonderful lunch at MOS burger!
the milk tea totally makes my day!!!
went back to sch to do little editing then rush back to SP to let my manager know about the progress of the marketing project.
then rush back to sch to submit my response paper b4 5 and went for marketing class.
stay in sch til 930pm to complete my part for marketing project before i went home.
imagine having to leave house at 730 in the morning and be home by only 1030.
damn tiring~

THURS
had meeting in the morning at 9 am.
was raining in the morning,
how i wish i can sleep in more.
went to sch reluctantly for marketing meeting.
lol, this meeting is like always so not productove.
but luckily our content is up somewhere.
at least we have something to hand in.
meeting drag on to 130.
then i went to buy packet lunch and eat while reading my ethics case which i never understand.
another day gone just liddat.
:(

FRI
went to sch for lessons at 12.
finally had a chance to really sleep in late:)
whee.
MS was fine.
went home after lessons to pack my bag for chalet as my cousin 21st party was this weekend.
was contemplating whether to bring my work there to study not?
in the end, brought my finance textbook over to study.
glad that i have this mall break for the week:)
had fun catching up with my cousin.
we went to have dinner at subway.
bought 2am tickets and went back to the chalet to watch tv and study!
hohoho.our messy study table
getting ready to sleepnana jie jieangel
me!!!happy looks with our MACS breakfast
it's really tiring to watch the 2 am show.
i'm not a night person.
so was like really trying hard to stay awake.
keke.

SAT
woke up at 9 plus to go swimming with my cousin.
hahhas didnt swim much as we wanted to eat MAC;s breakfast.
so i swam like 10 laps and then we went to changed and buy breakfast!!
lOVE MACs breakfast.
rush to tuition in the noon b4 coming back to help with the decoration for my cousin's party.
quite fun but tiring.
the party was fun!!
but not the kind that i would want for my 21st.
cuz i feel weird not being able to spend quality time with every single friend of mine.
but i think my sis had fun!!
anyways HAppy 21st Birthday.girls power~~LOVES
didnt stay-over on sat night as i srsly need to study for my finance exam next week.

that sums up what i did last week.
felt really bad cuz i didnt manage to meet up with my bestie and raymond.
poor raymond had fever when i was enjoying myself at my cousin's party.
i wish i had more time for them.
:((((

friday~
had lessons in the noon.
cat seem to understand management science.
questions are running in my head.
but i dunno where to start asking and how to?
in the end, me and Serena stayed a little while after sch to discuss about it.
though we both know a little bit here and there only,
but at least with her help i knid of manage to get a few stuffs.
i really feel very distracted these few days.
the amount of work i have to do is really ENORMOUS and
it's really making me worried.
i'm so worried that i cant focus in everything i do.
in ethics class i will worry bout MS, in MS class there will be something else that i will be worrying about.

and uncertainty in life really makes my life even more complicated and complex.
was supposed to meet ray after lessons on friday.
but we didnt plan anything bout it the day b4.
and then on friday,
by the time he was like awake and stuffs,
i was already in class.
i cant get to reply him and stuffs and he cant seem to just make up a decision.
i couldnt focus in class at all.
in the end i did all my stuffs half-heartedly.
leaving more questions to find out.
maybe its my fault i should have taken the initiative to get things done in the first place but i didnt.
i can blame no one but myself.
why is there no things that will just go smoothly for one day so that i can focus and concentrate entirely on my work?
i feel so tired, and exhausted.
i may look like,i'm fine. but i'm not.
i'm seriously tired.
my back is aching badly.dunno why my back muscles seems to be hurting.
well though things seems bad now,
i'm sure things will get better soon.
just like how there will be sunshine after the rain.
i would just have to stay focus and hang on there.
because i can only count on myself.

anyways dinner with KW and CHAR was fantastic!!
Happy birthday nu er!
it's was great catching up with you guys.
kinda forget my problems and tiredness when i was with you peeps!
thanks for brightening up my day:)
and i know mich will say that i'm greedy.
hahahs cuz my blog is filled with photos of food.
well food is my LIFE!!:)xiao long bao that we ordered for our sides~
my zha jiang mian..YUMScharmaine laopo!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY KW:)))))
may all your wishes come true!!!

weekends is over.
busy week again!
i felt so lousy as i really lack self-discipline.
if only i had more self-control and discipline,
i would have completed more work.
if i have been smarter, i wouldnt have so much difficulties in doing my work.
haii
having marketing quiz tmr.
did revision today,
but i cant really seem to FOCUS.
maybe the book is boring cuz it all seems so logical,
maybe its bcuz i'm just too complacent thinking that reading thru it once
and i'm ready for exams.
but i dun think i am.
why is there this fear in my heart??
ethics notes seems impossible to finish.
response paper coming up, i wonder if i'm able to do a good job for it.
management science seems to get harder and harder each lesson,
or simply am i just getting dumber and dumber??
sometimes i wonder if i have chosen the right path??
wat wuld i feel when someday in the future i look back at the path i have chosen?
will i regret?

i dun want to regret.
i dun wish to regret.
and i should not regret.
what's done is done, life has got to move on.
the world dont just stop spinning just because of you!
deal with it.

weekends are here again!!!

yummy!!I'm Lovin it~

school is really crazy!!!
ethics is seriously like slowly murdering me.
have too much readings or that i haven been utilizing my time well.
enlighten me please somebody!!

met up with mal and desiree on friday night.
to have a belated celebration for bestie!!
my lessons ended at 330.
didnt want to go home.
so i studied in sch til 5 plus b4 gg over to city hall to meet mal.
OMG.there is like super a lot of ppl ytd at city hall.
i realized that it was due to the COMEX fair.
seeing so many ppl give me headache.
walk ard to look for the water bottle that mal wanted to buy.
but we cant find it.
so we went back to raffles city and ate macaroons while waiting for desiree!!
had dinner at din tai fung!
we have yummy xiao long bao and many many food!
yumsxiao cai which is really yummy!!mal's favouritemore foodspinachall time favourite!!!xiao long bao
really love meeting mal and desiree up.
feel sad that adeline cant join us.
hahahs i rmb we kind of like wave at the empty air and said" hello adeline" to feel her presence.
hope she quickly finish her studies and come back to visit us!!
poor desiree look super tired due to school work.
i guess year 2 is so much more busy and hectic as compared to year 1.
so we all must jiayou!!!
cant wait to see my love ones again:)))))mal.des.gen.LOVEs

went to sentosa on saturday!!with shenghui,joanna and raymond!!
first time gg to Sentosa with them.
met early in the morning at bout 10 plus to go to SENTOSA.cam whoring while waiting for joanna to come:)
the weather is really nice.
it has been a long long time since i have been to SENTOSA.
i was like just there to play vball only.
no sun tan cuz i'm really tanned!
but then, i didnt bring sun block!
how smart can i get mans.


the 3 of them:)).shifu.jo and ray

sandcastle!!lohs,does it look liek a turtle???LOLMACHO JOanna~me and dear:)))jo and shifu!love them loads=D

jo and raymond were tanning themselves,so played vball and build sandcastle with shifu!
hahahs
cuz we both need tanning the least mans!
wahahhas
but the weather got so hot that we ended up going into the water instead.
really really fun but tiring day!!!
guess the hot sun drains energy real fast.
we left the place at ard 4 plus 5.
and went for dinner at telok blangha???
hahahas dunno the spelling but i noe is near shifu hse.
had tze char!!yum YUM!!!
after that shifu sent all of us home=D
thanks thanks shifu!!
had so much fun that day.
though the peeling of skin due to sun burnt hurts,
but i really love gg out with the 3 of them!!
:))))

school work is tearing me apart.
making me really short-tempered and pissed off easily.
but no worries,tmr gonna b a better day mans!!

i need to breathe!the readings are killing me.
at times i really feel stupid and helpless.
is it that i haven work hard enough?
-sigh-